God has been good to me, even though there are times I am not. When Pastor Robert asked if anyone love tests, actually, it is me. I love tests because I believe that those will make me stronger. But when he said earlier, we should not make our own mountains (tests). God is the one who will choose the mountain for us. And if we will create our own mountain, there will be provision in the end. It will be a flat zero.
Living in a sin? I know I am not. But I was.
Dear God,
Thank You for the Word You gave me. You made me realize again of what matters most: to love You above everything else. I made my own tests before for myself, because I loved challenges, but there were no provisions from You after I passed them. Your grace is still there inspite of those stupidity I'd done. Thank you. Now, I would like to ask for Your grace again, because the course to the mountain You are giving me now is so clear. This is the same as the mountain You gave to me back when I was still in college. I prayed I want to be a history maker. I admit I stopped in my journey for it and I would like to continue the journey now. Thank You for giving me a brand new start: to restart praying for my friends, housemates, especially my officemates so they would all experience Your love as well. So that they would like to be like You as well. Like what You have done to my life. You changed it.
Thank You for Your Word. Thank You for continuously using me for Your glory. And I want to be used only by You, not by anybody else. Give me strength. Help me to do my job well. I want to say a million thank You, but I know it is not enough for all You've done to me. I hope I could love You like how much You are loving me. Your love is so beautiful.
Love lots,
Intal
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