Saddest Hobby on Earth is to be a... CLOWN!!!

Isa sa mga hindi ko makakalimutan na sinabi ni Ma'am Bucoy sa Creative Writing class namin noong college pa ako ay...

"The saddest job on earth is a clown. Because no matter how a clown feel sad and lonely, this person still needs to smile and show the world that he/she is happy.."

So ironic. Life is full of irony.

This is the reason why kaya naka-half-smile lang ako sa picture ko nung nagattend ako ng wedding ni Mel at Lynn last Saturday.



Anyway, it is not the heart that is reflecting our "aura", but it is the Spirit within. Heart is so deceitful (Jeremiah 17:9). Haha! Pero reality is, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit hindi ako pwede magpa-picture gaya ng pag-project ng mga models sa magazines. Or maybe I think, I need to practice more in the fromt of the mirror before facing the camera. Haha!

...and I miss Kat who slept in my house for two nights... Super ganda ni Kat nung umabay kami, as in! Bagay na bagay sa kanya ang curly hair. I want to have curly hair
like hers so bad!!!

















Congrats Mel and Lynn! :) Always stay in love. :)

Crazy Banana... Crazy Me!

... and with my crazy tita. :D Mape-perfect ko din magbalat ng crazy banana in time! Haha.

To Go or not to Go?

May naisip akong premise kahapon na magandang gawan ng storyline... (Eto na naman ako sa mga premise ko. Puro premise na lang, wala naman nauumpisahan na storyline...) Ilista ko na lang muna tapos babalikan ko na lang pag nago-overflow na ang creative juices, and of course, if time will permit. :D In short, in God's time. Hehe.

1. Soaking yourself in lust will make you feel lonely. The history of this premise deserves another blog, which I am still thinking of the best style how to present it. Pero I'll give you a glimpse of it, dahil hindi pa ako sure kung sisipagin ba ako gumawa pa ng blog about it. I have the desire to do it, but my motivation is too weak for me to do it.

Naisip ko to while I am to battle against lust, since lust is going mainstream, let us admit it. Halos lahat ng bagay na makita ko, kina-categorize ko muna if lustful or not. Oo, napraning ako.

Okay.


2....

Whaaa!!! Wala ng number two!!!

Sobrang makakalimutin ko na talaga. :(

Kasi naman. Halimbawa, nasa jeep ka. Punuan. Santing ang init. Tapos may premise kang naisip. Makukuha mo pa ba kumuha ng ballpen at papel para isulat ang premise na yun??? Hayyy... (I think I should always bear in mind na walang gustong maging writer na tamad magsulat.)

Sir Ricky... Mukhang looooooooooooooong way to go pa ako to Quiapo. :( At di pa din ako sigurado kung makakarating ba ako doon. :( Malabo pa ng driver ko e. Will still pray for it though.

Teka, bakit ko nga ba gusto makapunta sa Quiapo? :( Will I make a difference if I decided to go? Hmmm...

Emo no More! :D

Lord, thank you for putting me back on track! I am now saying goodbye to all of my questions about love vs. lust. Wohooo!!! I learned the following and I wanna share it all to you, guys. I can say this is a revelation from God.

http://www.happinessonline.org/BeFaithfulToYourSexualPartner/p9.htm

Holy Spirit, please always remind me of my purpose. I wanna learn and learn about Jesus everyday so I could make Him known to everyone! Happy happy happy! :D

Broken heart mended. :D Parang gusto ko sumali sa isang movement (or to make my own) on how to mend a broken heart! :D Lord, eto na ba yung calling ko??? Hehe.

Summertime Means More Bonding Time (and More Claimed Leaves!) :D

Ang saya talaga ng summer! Basta, di ko ma-explain kung gano kasaya. :D Summer means more and more family bonding!







This is the first time that our family went out-of-town riding in a plane. :D Hope next time out-of-the-country naman! :D



These pics were taken in Lanao del Norte kung saan may zoo at butterfly farm...













































... at syempre, ang majestic Maria Christina Falls.



















Pero kahit sobrang gaganda pa ng places, pinaka-highlight pa din saken ang mga tao who made our trip very special... (spiritual family)















...nakipagkita kay Pami sa Mindanao...















...played with my beautiful inaanak...















..at napakanta pa sa Iligan.














Hindi lang yan, kumain kami sa dahon kanina (happy birthday Intin!)































... at napakanta na naman.
















I hope that there's more to come this summer. :D

Fashion Baby like Rosanna Aranaz :)

photo from http://www.littlemissdressup.com/

I so love Rosanna Aranaz. I love her hair and the way she carry herself. I love her whenever she does the i-whip-my-hair-back-and-forth pose. Gusto ko magkaroon ng isa sa mga loafers and shades na suot niya sa blog niya. Na-inspire ako sa mga fashion tips and resolutions niya. And most of all, I want to have a fashion blog like hers...

...kaso wala pa akong SLR. :( Madami pa akong pinagkaka-gastusan ngayon, di pa ako makabili. :(

Pero I know, in God's time, magkakaroon ako ng SLR. Mag mi-mix-and-match ako ng mga damit ko at magpapa-picture. At ipo-post ko dito. Magpapagawa ako ng walk-in closet , hindi dahil sa marami akong damit, mas madali kasi mamili ng damit na ima-match kung nakahang sila lahat. :)

Tapos everytime may bago akong damit, magpapa-picture ako at malay natin, may maka-gusto. Haha. :)

Hindi ako masyado mahilig sa bags and shoes, sa damit lang talaga. Mahilig ako sa mga basics, bihira ako bumili ng mga "challenging" na damit. Kaya madali lang i-mix-and-match ang mga damit ko.

Excited na ako to go to Iligan City!!! I am going to bring my new men's shirts... which I always wear whenever I want to feel sexy and whenever I'm in doubt what to wear.

Bukod kay Rosanna Aranaz, may isa pa akong fashion icon sa buhay, ang tita ko :)



photo from http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=1149917951&aid=2063467

Post-Valentine post

Sa simula ng panonood ng A Moment to Remember (Korean) movie sa Youtube: "Ang panget naman ng title, wala man lang ka-irony-irony!"

Nang matapos mapanood ang A Moment to Remember (Korean) movie: "Ah! Kaya pala A Moment to Remember ang title."

Lesson: Don't judge the movie by its title.

My lolo passed away last December 31, 2011. A year and 2 months after my dad's death. Pakiramdam ko susunod na ako this year sa sobrang lungkot. Pero naisip ko, "Wait lang, single pa ako. Di pa pwede."

After having dinner with Kriz, I always pray to read the bible, not only to hear preachings. (Tamad talaga ako magbasa.)

Anong connect? I realized God is love. At di lang yan, God's word is so full of wisdom, that you can't resist to read it.

Isa pa, nagkukwentuhan kami ni Ja about religion. Sabi niya "Kung perfect si God, bakit kailangan pa niya mag-create ng tao?" (Note: Hindi atheist si Ja. He believes in Christianity sabi niya.)

Sabi ko, "Fellowship."

Ja - "Bakit? Na-bore si God? E di hindi siya perfect."

Ako - "Hmm... May reason si God. Siguro hindi lang kaya ma-fathom ng utak natin."

Pero narealize ko lately, pagkatapos magattend ng service ng Christlife, at manood ng Fireproof movie for the 2nd time, ang sagot ay "God is love." Kaya Niya tayo ni-create.

Single ako hindi dahil sa dami ng tao sa mundo, walang may gustong ipaglaban ako. Single ako dahil mahal ako ng Diyos at ito ang plano Niya sa akin sa circumstance ko ngayon. :)

Ayoko manood ng mga Korean movies, alam kong maiiyak ako, based sa experience ko sa panonood ng My Sassy Girl and Windstruck. Kasi minsan over naman yung love nila sa tao, e si God, hindi naman nila mahalin ng ganun... Nonsense ang buhay pag ganun. Oks lang sana if they loved God more than their better half. Pero siguro hindi na lang pinakita sa movie. Hindi naman kasi kailangan ipakita lahat sa movie. Yun nga ang maganda sa mga pelikula, yung hindi binibigay lahat ang details, pero makikita dapat ng manonood yung mga subtle messages. Kaya again... DON'T JUDGE THE MOVIE BY ITS TITLE.

***Maganda ang maging writer. Matalino ang mga writers. Walang bobong writer. Laging may mensaheng gustong iparating. Pero wala ng mas gaganda pa sa Word of God. So full of wisdom. Kaya kung magsusulat ako, based sa message ng Bible. :D

God is love.